“the soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears”

There is a huge mess of terms and concepts and questions scattered at my feet. Love. Forgiveness. Submission. Maturity. Freedom. Identity. God as my father. My father. My mother. My mother. My mother. My mother. I missed her so much tonight. Ever since she stopped talking to me, she has felt dead to me. But … More “the soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears”